Having an eating disorder is like filling your head full of gasoline and setting yourself on fire.

You live in the center of your own flames because you’ve burned down everything else in your life.

By the time you realize you need to get out, that this is a matter of life and death, you are so far gone that you can’t stop it because nothing else even exists to you.

Now you live for your eating disorder. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

That is all.